Just Believe..

Months Later..

2011-10-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

Damn..its been a freaking long time since I posted anything. Things have been going great now a days..I mean I'm still doing stuff like arguing with my parents once in a while and what do you knowI'm still with olivia(aka my baby)and its already 9 months!!!Time sure flies when you are in love..yes we do have our arguments and all but I still love her like hell!!Ok ok I think I'm done with this post..will try and post when I bother..Toodles!!!!

Time flies..

2011-02-22T08:13:00.000-08:00

Man its been a long time since I blog..My life has change a hell lot.Even though I'm having war with my parents..I now have a nice girlfriend who would really stick with me and she is gonna read this blog soon and I don't mind because I got nothing to hide from her!I hope I'll have time to blog soon!Toodles!I LOVE YOU OLIVIA FAITH EE PEI SHI!<3

This is STILL THE START!!!

2010-10-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

Its been 2 weeks and we still have not really killed each other!!:)Though both of our O's are coming we are still quite strong together...I really want this to last I won't be so dumb like last time and let things go!!It pains me to see you sad or hurt...I just don't like to show people my weakness so I always put up a strong front..I diss you and make fun of you without any restrictions.And lastly I can and always say to you I love you without any hesitations.Thats why baby we are together!!!:D

The passing

2010-09-28T11:41:00.000-07:00

I guess that the storm has pass and a new life is begging for me..I'm now dating Brigette juliet..I guess people can move on in life... I'm happy with who I'm with now and maybe just maybe we'll see each other in future..But now I'll give a 110% to the person I'm with!!!

S.P.A

2010-07-07T02:02:00.000-07:00

Went out with mad ng yesterday and watched toy story 3!!Its quite funny but end around 11.53!All mad's fault!Today I kinda took my time to get ready for school cause today doing science pratical at St Francis meth school..Their school is super big lah!WOOHOOO!But their school uniform not nice..Oh wells nothing much happened after that..I better go study now..See yah!

YOUTHDAY!!!

2010-07-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

Today's youthday!!!:):)
Slept at 3am or 4am the day before but somehow still manage to wake up at around 8+ in the morning,maybe due to sleeping on the floor(Sometimes I do that so that I can wake up the next day)Suppose to meet joey at 12.30 at vivo but me taking my time made me reach vivo at around 1.40.Joey that airhead made me walk around vivo looking for the bloody starbucks he was in(vivo has 2 starbucks.1 on the 1st story the other on the 2nd)Sat down ordered my fav and then as usual started fighting over stupid reasons!After that went to get tickets for the movie in which abby joined us for!We watched LETTERS TO JULIET.Super romantic and is a MUST WATCH!!!Ok time for me to go do my own stuff!!SHIT~!Today have to sleep on the floor again..zzz...

I'm Sorry..

2010-07-03T09:43:00.000-07:00

Remember that night when I told you that I was marble,that I wasn't able to feel?

You weredesperately calling after menot to walk so fast and leave you behind in the dark forest.You were pleading with me not to give up on something that was real to you,something that could have been more magical than I thought it was.I didn't have enough faith to trust,yet you were urging me against those fears.You were right there in frontof me,and perhaps for once in my life you could have been the realest thing I ever encountered in my life.Perhaps you embodied something real and solid somewhere in you,something I could hold on to.You could have been my lifebuoy.You were right there why couldn't I see the light under your skin back then?Why did you only seem like a pillar of fear to me?Why,under the stars and beneath the trees,did you seem so transient,so momentary?I thought you were going to vaporize into mist and leave me there.I didn't want to be the one left behind first,I wouldn't for stand it.So I was selfish and ran away.You were trailing behind me,calling after me but I refused to slow down.I ran till your face became a blur,till your being became a speck in the distance,till I couldn't see the frantic waving of your arms anymore.till you were gone.

After seasons had passed,I began to worry about how you were doing in that forest.I wondered if you became a pixie or one of those goblins.But whatever you became,it was my fault for leaving you behind.It must've been terrifying,being there alone in the cold.As night turned to days and days turned to night.How many nights did you spend there,watching leaves detach themselves from their trees,watching fairies shed tears over wilting flowers that they were unable to save?You must have seen enough to tell me a story.

One night,I crept out of bed and snuck out of my house.I went back to the same forest where I last left you.I began calling out your name but I couldn't hear your voice.Maybe you were calling back to me in the wind but it wasn't loud enough.Or maybe you were angry with me and you were cautiously watching me from behind a silver oak tree,but you refused to make a sound because you decided that I should die with guilt in my heart(I killed yours with cruelty)

If I stayed in the forest for as long as you did,waiting for you,would you appear before me again?If I stayed behind with you back then,I know that all those cold haunted nights you spent alone would have been magical and enchanting instead.

After all,we ran in the forest together,but I ran out first.I'm sorry.

Hmmmmm...Seriously FML!

2010-07-01T10:44:00.001-07:00

I keep asking myself question..Why am I soooo...soft hearted??Why can't I be like some guys who just plays with girls feelings and not get remorseful.Why can't I become somewhat like a playboy?And why the fuck do I keep trying to prove to you(you know who you are) that I can gain back your love?Am I stupid?Or maybe an idiot?Or maybe I'm just totally retarded?Someone pls tell me what am I suppose to do now?

This is just great...

2010-06-29T05:32:00.001-07:00

Finally after long hours in front of the com..I FOUND IT!!I found what I've been looking for all this time..Today is really going to be a good day!!

Most likely my last post...

2010-06-28T09:35:00.000-07:00

Oh well this is most likely my last post until something actually happens in my life..Now at the moment I'm still sad over steph and guess what its been 3 YEARS ALREADY..I've been trying to look for her blog just to keep myself updated but...since my B'day date until now I still can't find it...Man..I'm so fucked up...If there was one thing I could change in my life..It wouldn't be my grades or the friends I mix with..I would go back to the time I broke up with her and change things..Now all I can do is live in sorrow and ask..
STEPHANIE WEE PEI EN CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE???

Long time...

2009-05-14T03:40:00.000-07:00

Haven't posted anything in a long time...Never had the time to do it anyway I'm always too lazy..Now of days nothing much really happen I don't go out as often too..Wth most of my days are Happy go lucky and Go with the flow..School is now an everyday thing,study,study,study and nothing else..Oh wells anyway my exams are coming so better study really hard!!!
Whats life without friends!

Bad day

2009-05-02T23:07:00.000-07:00

Have not blog in awhile too lazy..
Kinda at war now with my mum don't really want to talk to her...
Anyway I gonna take muey thai classes soon I hope I can take it by this week no cash la....
Best friends do everything together and even if they fight...They should at least try to understand one another

Not much time..

2009-04-20T07:34:00.000-07:00

I have not much time to blog now of days anyway let me just fill you in with what I did yesterday...

When to bishan yesterday after church..Met joanna at the mrt then we went to bishan park to play ultimate frisbee...

After the game I when dinner with them and stayed there for quite awhile before going home..

Anyways only one photo..

Me and joanna before we left not a really good photo..

but will be better next time..

2009-04-12T01:12:00.000-07:00

Had birthday lunch with my family at a jap restuarn yesterday the food was like super good la!!

A big thank you to my sister and hubby for the money to buy New Dance Shoes:)

After class when to cityhall with jas,van,joey and chen ying to eat but accompany jas and van to the bus stop and took some retarded pics don't have those at the moment so will post it up later...

Anyway here is some pics of me birthday:)

Front..

Cool right!!!

Very cool chopstick holder!!!

4 Forty and Below

Whole family:)

Baka sisters:)

Some friends are worth no making

I love starbucks!!!

2009-04-05T02:03:00.000-07:00

Ok ok its been 5 days since I posted let me see...

Parents still not home yet they will be home like in 2 days time..

Friday morning I cooked supper for myself using pasta and a can of tomato drink and guess what it actually turn out really good:):)I'm SO proud of myself...

When out with luther yesterday to orchard to drink starbucks and smoke talk for like 2 hours++...Then had to move cause it was begining to rain and thank God for giving me this instinct to bring out an umbrella before I step out of the house...We walk for awhile then had to part ways cause I got class..

Oh wells didn't go church today had a slight fever..

And will be cooking cheese pasta for my dinner later!

Before I go here is some pics..

I LOVE STARBUCKS!!!

Some random pic on my way home its quite nice:)

I drove into a dead end but I shall not give up

and keep driving against it even if my car spoils.

Another day...

2009-03-31T08:17:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happened today besides me smoking with luther at lunch break ..

And eating again with a teacher..Well won't type much today so here's some random pics

See only bad People smoke Luther

Pee teck act cute

Work like you don't need the money.

Love like you've never been hurt.

Dance like nobody's watching.

Sing like nobody's listening.

Live like its heaven on earth.

Damm..

2009-03-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

Monday blues..Woke up late today so had to rush to school
School is some what getting boring more boys home boys leaving...Oh wells...
Not much things to do now going to bathe and sleep soon Bye!!!
Whats The Point of loving someone when you know its close to impossible for the both of you to be together?

Life is so nomal...

2009-03-28T23:28:00.001-07:00

I have not blog since tuesday maybe its because my parents overseas they will be gone for like TWO WEEKS!!!

Well school is pretty normal nothing much happen except for teachers patroling the school compound for people smoking..But when there is a will there is a way..
Saturday was quite fun...I slept at 4+ on friday so woke up late suppose to meet the brothers daniel and david to go for geo tracking at 12.30 choa chu kang mrt but I woke up at 12.25 ..

Oh wells anyway geo tracking wasquite fun after that when to cine to meet vanessa,jasmine and dawn to eat dinner followed them to their bus stop I know I'm a nice guy:)

Then went back home but at 1 went out with my sister and her boyfriend go holland V to Drink..

This is a photot which I forgot to upload the last time!!

I HATE...

2009-03-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

Damm today dunno why but in the morning I was super tired and get piss at every little thing...
Some people(I shall not mention who)acted so petty and guess what he's a GUY!!I asked him to shut up and then he got angry WTF LA...
Anyway I start school at 12.30 tmr and I haven't found a good blog layout yet damm..
This sucks...

Bye bye

2009-03-22T01:48:00.000-07:00

Today I kinda when to church too early...

Almost slept at the talk...

And then at lunch when to eat with pastor lim and family..

thats about anyway I still can't find a nice blog template and I have no idea how to put up a tag board...

Oh wells some pics of after zouk on monday morning...

BYE!!!

Restart

2009-03-19T13:18:00.001-07:00

HI I'M BACK!!!
Friday 4.18 in the morning
I'm at joey's house using his laptop suppose to go st james but in the end nobody want to go...
Today go home sleep then use com..Had some wine just now and smoke abit...
Saturday:going dance then maybe eat dinner with jas and van
Sunday:church as usual then got sme dinner to bid farwell to pastor lim and family they are changing church soon gonna miss kai and ken...
Oh well first post for my new blog will try to update often..
Ok going out for a smoke first..
See Ya!!!